Talk the Talk 话话世界

   I just read an article, it's about self-motivation... In this article, it's talk about having an interview section within our own self. It says this is actually quite good if you do it once in a while. Ask our self what's our interest now, the target of life, how do we feel toward our own life so far, happy or not. It is good in that way we can understand our own self more even some feelings that we stored deep inside our heart, at the same time we is able to analyse our own  slef, thinking whether we are on the right path and whether the path is the most suitable one for us...

   So now, I'll just start the interview section within my self... Kinda SS section (p/s:ss means syok sendiri)...

Age and what it stands?

Q: How old am I?
A: 17 years old.
Q: How old do you think your mentally, skills, knowledges stand for?
A: Maybe 20, maybe 22 or 23...
Q: Why maybe?
A: In term of mentally, knowledge and communication skills, I think I already reached the level of 21 or 22 years old but there are some basic skills of living that I wasn't doing well... For example, I wasn't really able to cook or prepare a standard meal, what I can do is just maggie mee, fried rice and eggs... In term of washing clothes, I always depends on washing machine... So I think I may just be a 15 or 16 years old in term of these basic living skills...

Regrets and Interests

Q: Ok then... In your 17 years of life, maybe 13 or 14 years that you have the ability to think and remember things... Any regrets?
A: I think everyone will have things that make them feel regret... I do... First of all, I think I wasn't someone have extra talent like in musical or maybe drawing etc... If I'm not that keen on playing and relaxing when I was a little kid, I think I should be already acquired with at least one extra talents... Other than that, sometimes I really think why I'm not active in sports when I was a child... Maybe because asthma... I don't know these things left behind a lot of "if"and "maybe"... I always think that things might be really different if I was about to think like this years ago...
Q: Then you have any hobby?
A: Yeah. Listening to songs, sing songs, writting, blogging, shopping, surfing web, drink chinese tea and coffee and once in a while reading...
Q: Why kind of songs you like to listen or sing?
A: I like to listen to Rock, follow by blues and jazz and others normal pop song... I like rock because I like the spirit and I don't think rock is noisy... Blues and Jazz attracted me because the tone and the rhytm are a bit sexy and sometimes quite relaxing...
Q: You like to write and blog? How well are you in doing these things?
A: I think just above average... I'm not that kind of people write and blog using bombastic words or fancy sentences... In blogging, I'm not that type of people will underline words or highlight it, making colourful posts... I can't...

Future and Targets of Life

Q: Any planning about your future?
A: I'm still keen on making money through stock market although I've been put off from it quite a long time already. Currently doing researches and study more about market. I think I will use part of my free time to do the researches first, maybe even during my study in college or Form 6. My plan is make some of money from the stock market, so that I will have money to start on a bussiness or a career. About what? Last time, I've think of relate it to wiring and machines since my dad was doing it since 20 years ago, I just think of expand it... But recently I found communication part like PR and also tourism also not a bad choice... So I just need money to start on. I've ideas and even plannings already...
Q: Any things that you would try to do or learn in future?
A: Pilot was once my ambition before. Just because I have not really stepped into this field and understand more about it, I gave it up. So in future, if I have a chance I hope I could really go and have the license to be pilot not that air bus type maybe the smaller plane type or helicopter... Since Pangkor trip, I really feel like getting license to drive boat also... Scuba diving... Maybe but my swimming skills really not that good enough... Last but not least, participate in singing competition. I don't know... If I have chance and free time, I would really go and try those tv singing competition. Since I've been singing for 3 years, like singing been part of my daily life. Even though I may not be good enough, I would really feel like have a try even fail at the audition also I have no regret... I think I will do it if I really have time but seriously being a singer and artist has never be part of my ambition... If I be a singer, I preferred to be pub singer... I will be able to listen to stories and sing songs about these stories.
Q: Have you set yourself a time to archieve certain target in life?
A: Yeah. As I said before I really feel like getting married between 24 to 26 years old under the condition I already archieved my first target in life. My first target is to have 500 thousand Ringgit Malaysia in Bank when I am 23 years old. I'm not 17 going to 18 meaning 5 years to go. I'm now have 3 thousands in bank... Meaning another 497 thosands... Each year I should have at least 99 thousands into my bank... Each month 8 thosuands plus... Ok... I see, how hard is my first target now... But... who knows I can't beat it even before I try?!

    I think this interview is now enough. Maybe after I got 10 thousands in bank then start to talk about my dream house... Then 50 thousands will talk about the wedding I plan to have... So far, all these are too early for me to think and plan...

" It's my life and it's now or never, like Frankie said I did it my way... It's My Life!!!" - Bon Jovi "It's My Life"