Talk the Talk 话话世界

A lot incidents happened during the trip.

3 days 2 nights are definitely enough to teach me things.

In a strange place with infinite unknowns, there will always be people that worry and people that don't even care about it. At the same time, there will be people that stand up to be the leader, being the one that made decisions for himself and for everyone.

By then, there will definitely a bunch of people who never obey this leader as well. After all, it's a trip. Not necessary everyone has the same destination and purpose,right?

Being myself, I guess most of the time I been in the second group. I always like to explore, with or without accompany.

Normally, I don't have much restriction, but not this time. A lot restriction...

Almost every thing that I try to do, will have voices that comment about it. It's definitely unusual for me.

I wouldn't force people to walk with me, but it's kind of weird when people force me to sit with them.

For me, a trip is meant to be like visit to the place, learn about it. There are precautions... but if you over considered about the precautions, end up you spend the majority of the time sittinf or sleeping at that place, then it's not a trip.

I understand there are some people who worry... crimes... lost... stamina... but sometimes I just really don't like people take themself as a measurement. Things that they don't do mean other shouldn't do. I don't really like it. As I myself don't like to restrict people and so I myself don't like to be restricted either.

I had been in varies of trips, adventurous one, normal one or even absolutely boring one. But not even any of it come close to this Fraser's in term of restriction. For me, just too many comments from varies people... It may really start with a good point but most of the time it just made me feel that... People don't like what I'm doing because it just not part of their plan.

During the trip, there are times that I didn't follow the other's plan. There are advices and comments. Happened in a strange place, I myself will first to think, sometimes just kind of irritated when people take me as a DUMBO who know nothing....

When I just reach that place, I already ask the local... what's on the earth we stepping... any precaution... any special...

I do respect and accept my friends' comments, I keep the comments in my head. These things are like advice, but at the same time they sound like threatening... And it's become a type of pressure when you go out...

I just feel a lot pressure everytime I walk out, it's like someone going to kill me if I didn't go back on time.Or even if I reach on time, people will still show me a bad expression.

But most of the time, I have a bunch of people at my back where my exploring be more "reasonable" for others. But the last day one... A lot people ask me not to go... it's too far... dangerous... Yet I decide to give it a try. BUT with these comments... I'll never go with a light and easy mood. I even give myself a time limit... by that time,if still far from the destination... Just walk back...

I feel much worry when I'm going with a bunch of girls... I'm not sexcism... but just when girls wake up late...where they also have less stamina... with the comments I had... I really affraid that I'll be screw out.

End up, I still give a try and the girls do very coorperate... They walk very fast or even run. Yet, I don't feel relax because of the time.

I do admit I underestimate how far the waterfall can be and I overestimate that the girls will be able to sustain... They maybe able to walk far... but not in a short time limit and with pressure...

I really a bit frustrated when I walk all the way down... I see the water fall but I don't really feel happy... I more on worrying about the time...and then reminded of the comments... It's become a pressure...

Then when there are girls that tired to walk... the pressure is much higher...even myself have a lot worry...

Have some good luck where a car happened to be there to solve it but undeniable at that moment, if I happened to be unable to continue, the pressure is definitely the key to it.

The chats in midnight... sum up that everyone is really having different style... No right or wrong, but it's kind of hard when it come to a trip... where certain people becoming the leading group... but the things they want is not all of us want. Everyone has different style, different opinion, it's a bit irritating when there are people who just want theirs to stand but not others.

In short, I like trips... I respect my friends who have different style... yet I prefer trips that have less restriction... or maybe I'm just those who like to has trip with a small bunch of friends where everyone share the similar character.

One important thing that I learn from this trip...

Hold on my own stand yet do not close the eyes and ears. Listen and accept people's comments, keep it as reference but not navigator. End up which route or how to travel are still depend on my own. Can do it or not, I know it the best by my own. Same to be in life, in study... People may have doubts on us and give us advices... but end up we are still the one who walk our own road and live our own life. We are the one and only controller... So bear with it.