Talk the Talk 话话世界

   Today is a complicated day, I almost feel each kind of feeling today. It's been some leftover frustration carried forward this morning. I started to think what the teacher said was true. We isn't unite... So I started my day a bit imbalance... Plus I have to do things that I shouldn't do because it's should be some other people job...

   Then duty... Have my mood become a bit exciting and then frustrated again... Until after school, a bit happy because during the help doing SALES, kind of enjoy playing with Melissa and my angel, Constaine asked her friends (according to them, she is a girl) to collect the star. I like keep forcing the girl to redeem herself, but she didn't. At least, I sure she is in B and is a girl.

    Then very random. I went back home and went SP with S class people and Sue Long. Aimi, Charlotte, Jia Pei, Rebecca, Yong Yau, Kong Weng... We went sing K... We was put into a big and spacious room that can stores about 40 people. We were high especially left the guys and the twins. We did all sort of craps... Sexy dance, posting, changing lyrics, performing and camwhoring.... LOL. It's kind of perfect for a random outing.

    Went home. Did homework. Thinking the way to talk during Monday's after school... So that the L6 people can get a message. Not just me, but the others are feeling that L6 are cracking... There are some isolation... Teachers and U6 think we need a leader... But every class can't agreed on the same thing because the "class-cis" is there. I have to make a change and unify the L6. Because it's happens and became magnify just after I left my so called "ketua" job behind. I felt guilty not for the Anniversary but the way we going to stay alive in F6 for another year with a way that classes are isolating themself.... So I have to make a change. A trip and outing will do but an urgent meeting have to be held in order to have some catalyst action in L6. Hope I can do well in it.

    The last feeling is MISSING. Some guys in my class had or claimed themself waited a girl they liked for years that around 3 to 6. Myself cannot do it because around me are girls... Good girls... Not all but some are really very attractive and this must be a reason I can't wait for a girl that I like or actually it's because the girl I liked wouldn't like me???

    Today, I missed few people... They are girls that left... I actually think whether do we have a chance to have our life overlapping each other again or we will be separated forever??? There are times that I need them... Because I don't used to tell guys my problems... According to rumours, some of them having "interesting" life there... GOSH! I'll be replaced... Although I been kind of "flirty" to girls in my school, but it's just jokes...

    Don't know...... Maybe one day, I worked in a company will eventually find out my supervisor or boss is one of them??? I don't think I that like them before they left... This why I always think girls that confess will win cause the guy will find himself lost a lot stuffs when the girl leaves him...

Arghhh...... Better sleep!!! Before I picked up phone and called to hear..." The number you have dialed is currently unavaillable..."