Talk the Talk 话话世界

                There are days that I almost
forgot you until few nights ago, I had a dream. I saw your face in a dream, we
both sitting in a car chatting and discussing where to eat. I can’t really remember
what’s happen after that, but what remained in my mind is your face.

                I used to think we are friends,
or maybe a little bit better than that-good friend but not now. When I getting
less online at MSN… When I starting to blog maybe once a few days… When I can
off my phone for days without realizing it… I found out you maybe someone
important to me.

                I had been normal replying your
messages almost every night or at least once in a week, I had been normal to
nudge you when you were online and I was online. I thought that you was the
most unlikely the person I will miss among the friends that went study overseas
and I’m wrong.

                Maybe because I don’t automatic
find someone to chat or sms, so it’s becoming boring and more boring when I
online. It’s so damn sad case when you on phone and like no difference you off
it.

                I really start to miss you. Starting
to miss that time we hang out together, watched movies with a big group people.
I really regret for not going out with you more, and I finally realize you can
actually be very important to me.

I almost forget you until my dream “reminded”
me you had been a part of my memory. If I was given a chance to return to that
time, I will definitely look at a wider angle and I think I will choose to say
Yes rather than a No.

Sometimes, we will only find someone important
after we had lost them. I miss you, but do you miss me? I think you don’t. It’s
had been a long long time since I last saw you online. Are you doing well in
US? Had you found someone you like? Had you found someone to replace me?

Every time I think of you, I will found that I
need a friend like you, that type of friend that can cheer me up and accompany
me by chatting. It’s easy to find someone like me but is hard to find someone
like you because lonely persons are available everywhere but the key or
medicine to cure loneliness is hard to find.

I miss you since that dream…