Talk the Talk 话话世界

Actually I'm not a strong person.

Both physically and mentally.

Physically, I'm not fit, not someone that can run fast or someone that can lift hard.

Mentally, I'm not like those that have a great bunch of friends, hang out, social or what.

I'm much more toward myself.

Not someone that believe in couple, nor someone that believe in friendship.

What I have is family.

And the truth is that one part will never get the whole piece done.

I have troubles.

I like a girl that I not suppose to like.

And I try to forget.

And yes I'm trying.

I got friends that I thought I will be close with them and

in fact I'm no longer trying to get close.

I believe things can't be forced.

In friendship, in relationship...

1 thing that I'm pretty sure is

I'm now working hard to be a better I,

A stronger I...

Someone that do not depend on friends, couple or anything.

One thing that I know about myself is I am so easy to freak out.

When running, I just can't stay at my pace, I will run faster and faster and get exhausted easily and screw up the whole routine.

When doing yoga, I wouldn't be patient enough to keep doing that few poses, move to more advance, fail it and stop it.

When working out, I will just be too focous on the main parts and tend to neglect the small parts.

When learning languages, I tend to move on quickly and neglect the base.

In friendship, I give up easily.

In relationship, I'm not trying to give out any.

I have my weaknesses.

I'm not good.

But I know that I'm not good and I'm doing something about it.

Hopefully, the next time I have a crush with a girl,

I no longer affraid that I don't suit her...

No longer worry that she should have a better man.

It's time to start.

8 Weeks!

I will be BETTER!