I've picked up an unusual path, I try to made it and I hope I will have the determination its need.
Was so lucky to have a nice gym nearby my house that the owner is able to train me. So there starts my life.
19/8/13 Leg Day
Back Squat
Warm Up Set (WUS) : 15 X Bar (16kg)
Ever wondering why your parents seem to have more time on family compare to their friends? Ever realize your parents appreciate the time chit-chat with their friends and relatives?
Do you realise that you have friends in you kindergarden? Primary school? Secondary? Then tertiary? There ARE and not same person, if you managed to get one same throughout all stages, then you're a lucky badass. What we normally do making new friends and started to leave the "old" friends aside. We may end up forget their name, how they really look like but we still keep the memory deep deep inside the brain. And if you met your high school friends you say "Hi" then "Bye" but when you meet your secondary school or kindergarden friends (those you ain't knowing them since secondary school friends) you probably wouldn't say a single word and even pretend you know them. You do realize you know them but you couldn't recall their names and who exactly they are.
Like it or not, I believe the more socialable you are, the lesser close friends you get and it goes exactly the more friends you made, the more friends you leave aside or forget. It may be ok, because you continue making some right? And now, I do believe everyone move on and forward, someday somehow, people forget you, friends forget you, and strangers know you and be your friends, the process goes on and on, until you have a family, that have all your concerns and focus, you may manage to sneak out to gather with friends one or two times, but most of the time, they are your colleagues. You hardly find those secondary friends, even harder for the primary and kindergarden friends.
You may still feel sweet about the memories, but in reality they are as good as stranger. How about the regrets? Those sorry? Those concern that you wanted to express but couldn't? They remained in air forever.
There are people you appreciate and friends that you wish to keep forever but failed. Anyway, talk to them when you still have chance, when at least he or she still remember who you are. Never ever wait until your son and daughter grow up, and you tell a story about the friends that you have forgotten their names.
考试到底是靠运气还是靠背书? 这两者或许都不是真正求取知识的方法。而所谓的知识又是某些人的研究,到底是否真实,是否有内情,又是另外一回事。假设今天你所对付的人就是一直给予你部分知识部分保留部份错误的观念。那该如何? 但愿大家能好好想想。
我身处的这间大学是一所公立大学，一所与众不同的大学，它的宿舍制度导致了不同的宿舍文化，两个派系，传统的国立宿舍和私营的宿舍。 前者有个分数制度来让其学员是否能在下学期继续居住，因而衍生出很多活动，很多分数，也很多问题；后者相对轻松自在，只不过人数很多， 设施简陋，连巴士都是用挤的进，驾车的更是冒着开罚单或者被刮花的风险，把车停泊在拥挤的停车场。
而我身处就是传统宿舍里第二古老的宿舍，也是目前仅剩的最古老宿舍。在这里我们有所谓的传统，所有新生必须经过传统的洗礼，然后接受这儿的文化，习惯忙碌地活动，不适应地就会选择离开，到外面付出昂贵的租金换来空间与自由。
在这里的两年，我见识了不同的人。某部分认同或不在乎这些传统，秉持着"天下没有白吃的午餐"精神，并且希望透过活动学习和增进自己，然而更多的人选择了抵抗，选择了说 “每个大学都提供宿舍，为何我们这里要如此不堪”， 这种人分了两派，一派自愿离开，到私营宿舍挤巴士；一派选择作出抵抗， 希望透过各种手段来改变所谓的传统。 至于仅剩的那种，就是我有课就上，有觉就睡，我不相信我不能住。
因为道听途说地太多，第一年大家意外地全员留下，除了要离开的。
在这间宿舍，令人诟病的是它忙碌的活动，和一些令人费解的传统，或许以某部分来说就是亲爱的马来同胞们欺压我们华人的传统吧。
Checked in 9.15pm.
Working out 10.30am.
I eat breakfast already. Don't know whether able to blog everyday or not, in this uni and mostly this busy college.
All the best for this next sem, CH.
2012 January 22 HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! DRAGON 2012!!!
Today is the 29th, the Chinese New Year Eve in Lunar Calendar. I first want to thank God and Angels for granting my wishes which include an overall smooth, happy and lovely Rabbit year, my house was successfully renovated, I'm in UPM- My first choice and nevertheless my family is still closely attach together and I have some good times in Uni. Not forget to mention successfully to grow tall and reached 181cm and also slimmed down into M size.
Next, I would like to wish all my family members, relatives and friends, Happy New Year!!! Gong Xi Fa Cai! A prosperous nevertheless healthy and happy Dragon Year!
Whenever it comes to New Year, personal Resolutions and Targets will come in hand. So, first Academic will still comes first, hopefully able to be in first class! Next, I'm going to be 21, so it's time to be more mature and learn what a man should learn. Be more humble, less playful, more serious and independent. And third, no more tummy already and so it's time to go for the packs and bigger size. More consistent in training! More REST! And hopefully more food then more growth! Maintain a healthy relationship with family since my aunt is going to move in soon anytime this year. Then hopefully I can still keep my ongoing relationship.
It's gonna be a whole new year.
2012年1月16日 别轻易放弃
我们总算开始了。 虽然目前， 我们还是“短讯”情侣， 但我已不能要求更多。 因为她真的有努力地付出和改变。
我不想把她改变或者逼疯。
知道你喜欢的人喜欢你是一件非常幸福的事， 过多或太少都可能扭曲这幸福。
几天的交流发现她完完全全可以被掌握。
2012年1月10日 松了!
今天, 是第一学期的最后一张考试, 不容易也不难, 依旧如往提早出来。 这次是因为饿了， 因为待会还要花一段时间出街， 所以先找点东西吃。
这是第一次，有两辆车出去， 都是女的， 我又成了花丛中的一棵草。 我们决定了带大家到SUNWAY去。
在这里， 我们吃了KIM GARY， 一部分逛了几个小时街， 剩余的就打了保龄球， 在更一小部分之后到了星八克喝咖啡， 我喝， 两个女的在看。
满感慨的一天。 因为大家分得满散， 而自己和那不知道算不算的女朋友一直在言语嘲笑着对方。
2012年1月11日 简单=幸福
10号之后的第一天, 我本应该回家了, 可是今晚有个“晚宴”。 都是借口啦， 就是要留下来陪她。
她还有考试， 可是吃个饭应该还好。
所以， 我们冒着了公开的风险， 和男生们吃饭， 幸运的是没有事情发生。
可是， 因为位置有限， 到最后还是成了我们两人约会。
2012年1月5日 挫败
今天的考试给了我在大学又一次的挫败感。 第一次发生在自己有份参与的Portfolio和pameran惨败； 第二次自己带的篮球队在大热状态兵败八强赛。
这一次， 是在大学第一次没有提早交考卷， 因为我花了15分钟睡觉。 TITAS， tips全中， 无奈我就天生不是背书之人， 加上脑袋不听使唤， 兵败如山到。 追A只存在口头上的希望。
真的，非常懊恼。
好在， 上天补偿我的不开心， 让她整天陪伴着我。
2012年1月4日 抉择?
身为天秤座的我, 一遇到感情问题, 就会一直被困扰。 今天主题是抉择？
事情是因为最近好多人问我和她有关我们的事, 好怕这样造成她的困扰。
而且自己也好像越来越依靠她。
因为不开心想到她。
